MR. BULSARA

Words that sprang from the screen and condensed into thought while watching Bohemian Rhapsody for the second time. 09.12.2018

I want you in my life 

But life doesn’t plan that 

Life is very difficult 

It has a light which goes on, goes off 

Switched by circumstance 

and time's fickle interpretations 

Find me when I decide to like myself 

At the demise of my frustrations 

When I'm done chasing rainbows 

And had my fill of leprechaun gold 

For I know not still what I need 

I haven’t figured it out yet

Who knows when I will 

What is it going to take to forgive? 

What if I don’t have time? 
To be honest I’ve been a bit lost 

And I could do with a friend 

I need you more than you ever know 

I'd like to make amends but not 

while burning candles at both ends 

seeking what I hope to find 

A glow, An aura divine

What if I wake up after a concert 

and did not do my part? 

Will I regret it for all my life? 

I want not those Seconds 

wasted before my time 

That placid pool of regret disturbed 

by a fluttering frond of fingers 

while goodbye swims on a departing wave

I have been trying to talk to you 

But I can’t say anything 

because I have no voice 

and I blame myself for my choice 

For I may have gone rotten

and Fruit flies feast 

on the what's left

But I’m happy for you 

No matter what you are, 

Know this that you are loved 

To you my love Goodnight

After all my friends have left me alone 

and while they chase distractions 

Darkness befriends me 

in abstract moments

I wish we could meet sometime

before the piano plays for the unknown